The guilt............

I made him cry, I made him sob;
Brutally with my love his heart I rob.
Some vengeance I took on that innocent soul,
I made him pay for somebody else's role.
I took away his sweetness, I took away his smiles;
when I promised to walk with him miles.
'No love again'; I made him swear,
beautiful letters of love I made him tear.
I made an ecstatic soul so dead,
I made him cry; whom I never wanted sad.

His fault was that his love was pure,
And I left him aching with no cure.
His words so perfect, his promise true;
No bridges I made, distances grew.
He always talked of love and life,
stubborn I was to feel from inside.
The guilt in my heart I will always bear,
Diamonds you find in this world are rare.
I gave him upfor something undefined,
May be he deserves someone divine.

Broken promises and unfulfilled vow,
On his feet I should kneel and bow .
The mirror speaks what I try to hide,
I have lost all grace and the pride.
 He deserves great and he will get it someday,
While I will lie alone when my hair turns grey.