I am lost
I stand before the mirror n luk at mahslf frm head to toe,
lethargic, dull and feeble is wht the mirror shows .
I roll my eyes to find myslf,
but find a gloomy shade crying for help.
I lost myself years back,
when u left me alone in sorrow's lap.
Those beautiful kohl eyes,u loved, have lost their spark;
they keep craving for some light in the dark.
The shimmer of those smiling lips is lost,
without you sweetheart life is on a pause.
That glowy face has lost its shine,
deep down somewhere i even fear to smile.
My hands also now tremble with fear,
I try to run away from every affectionate word I hear !
Those confident feet have lost their pace,
even in the beautiful rains my heart now aches.
The image in the mirror is not mine,
the sweetness of my face is lost in brine.
My heart throbs when I look in the mirror,
the lamp of my life also seem to flicker.
Your love was my shade in scorching heat,
but the asperity of your nature has made me weep.
I wish i could find myself someday,
and for that moment i kneel down and pray !
